The nitty gritty

So........ here it is. My first blog about being a SAHM (stay at home mom) and all the wonderful (cough cough) things that go with it. I am led, no COMPELLED to write this blog because of all the the "perfect mommy" blogs that I keep running into on pinterest and other social media sites. Bunch of lying asses. It's not that it's all terrible or anything, but come on! No, it is not such a joy to tell your kids the same frigging thing 20 times only to have them completely ignore you anyway. No, it is not wonderful to deal with little stinky human bodily functions and a myriad of bodily fluids on a daily basis over a period of YEARS! No, it is not magical to basically lose your identity as a person/woman at times because you are seen as "mommy" or "wife". You are now the person who your family relies on to get it all done, plan everything, fix all the problems, and clean everything. All this and they still demand dinner EVERY NIGHT!!! WTF? Do they really have to eat every night? UUGH! But, and this is a very BIG BIG JENIFFER LOPEZ ON TOP OF BEYONCE'S BUTT!....but it is totally worth it. Granted it doesn't feel like it all of the time, but for some strange and inexplicable reason; those moments that don't suck, manage to wash all that crap down the drain. When your normally clueless children tell you "thank you mommy" or "I love you" out of the blue without being prompted, or when they use their pleases and thank you's without being reminded to....... AAAHHHHH. Reassurance that I'm not a total waste of a parent. Some of the things that I say are sinking in!! *sniff, wipes tear*
Before I go any further, let me say this: I really don't care what your opinion is on why and what I write in this blog. I don't care if people pass judgment about my life and how I do things. I am doing this for ME and other mothers and or wives out there who need to vent, need ideas to make life manageable and are SICK AS SHIT of having things sugar coated.
 In the coming weeks I will let you in on a journey that i am embarking on to cut costs in the home by making everyday products from scratch, eat healthier,lose some weight, do more things with my kids, get organized, and not kill anyone in the process. Hope I haven't scared anyone off. 
Gotta go feed these people... AGAIN!
Sonya